It's only here that I can express how I feel without any judgement. Flunk my mathematics, I knew it from the start but I can't control the disappointment. Since I was little I learn that to have no hopes will lead to no disappointment, I guess I really had 1 glimpse of hope to pass my mathematics; guess I shouldn't have turned my back on intuitions. Wish to indulge in food and fun to forget the reality and disappointment.

Nervous to the max and that's when I thought of ranting. Gonna get back my results today but I'm seriously too afraid to navigate to the portal to check. Plenty of "what if(s)" going through my mind right now.